Whenever I hear you say "I'm having a bad day",
It kills me inside to know that you hurt.
I get angry at myself for getting frustrated with you,
Just because the wires aren't connected quite right.
But even more so,
Because I know what its like.
I know what its like
To be lost inside yourself,
To be a slave to your own mind.
When everything you do is wrong.
When you just can't think straight.
I know what its like
To have days go by and question how and why things
Are as they are.
And I know what its like to have a black hole in your mind,
Taking up all your thoughts, and leaving you completely blank.
Its as if our trains of thought are completely off their tracks.
Its oh, so hard so see you hurt
And know that nothing can be changed,
And its nobody's fault, because there is no one to blame.
I know that you are trying, and I am trying too.
But everything takes time.
And change is always,
The hardest thing to do.
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